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<<屠狼>>
色狼非异 转为异异
这不真实 默默虚实不真实
每当我独自走来 你总会悄悄过来
我该如何形容你的未来
在那暗巷 没了形象 回忆影像
我却不知道 你是否看得到
我怕你会走错路 别怕为你铺新路
————–by hong bin
不欲入眠皆因不愿接受一天已过去的事实….人们对于时间的留恋…往往就像一场毫无结果的爱情…最重要的…是你和时间所经历的，陰凉的天气…加上阵阵细雨的衬托…为今天的气氛…添上一丝落寞与愁怅…今天感觉出奇地平静…前景瞬间成了背景…钟摆的摆动虽然吸引…却印证了每秒钟的失去…驻足欣赏…或许是一种时间上的浪费…同一种气氛，却能同时营造出平静与寂寞…給予不同的人…混合出不同的感觉…谈话依然不断…笑容仍然灿烂…但…若和平日相比…却彷佛失去了灵魂…发出的只是一堆毫无意义的声音…与及那吃力的脸部表情…传递的只是杂音…令人难以入嚥…没能让人细细品味…思想的价值是无价…感情的目的是維系…目送你的离去…增加了我的回忆…不曾有你的回忆…恐为不堪…为虚渡…一秒钟诞生后…瞬间即要面对消逝…人生的长短是由个别的秒钟所组成…我们务必要让我们生命的每秒钟都过得有意义，才不致于虚渡…
by hong bin
颜泓彬
愤怒
望着在争执中把弟弟砍伤的哥哥…一脸懊悔，让我意会到又是你惹的祸，一时冲动…是你常用的迷幻术，事发后，你一声不响地离开…遗下懊悔在独自面对，你摧毁无数的爱…发动无数战争…夺走无数生命…制造一堆的麻烦…遗下一堆的残局，无形的力量却有着具体的破坏力，你力量之浩大，令我惊叹…敬而…畏之…。
by hong bin
NO RESPOND
Last time,i helped someone on something,actually the "someone"weak on something,then i helped the "someone" to improved something,finally,the "someone"really became succesful.Then,i know the someone got some "Recipe"(not private,not secret at all,is a common thing)which is really useful for me,actually this was in my "brain hardisk",but lost ady,i know the "someone" copied this down,So i need the someone help me on this.1st,i got some respond,then,no respond,asked for help,no respond at all,i really dont know what is the problem,maybe:
1.I’ve contact the wrong person.
2.Dialled Wrong number.
3.Problem of communication device.
4.Enviroment noise.
5.Samantic noise.
6.Mechanical noise.
Why all the problem isnt about the "someone"?Coz i really dont blive the "someone"is this kind of person,might be something happend.The help i need is actually the help that "someone"need that time.I dont know what is happened,and,i blive that"someone"not a bad person.Just wait…I will know the truth one day…TIME CAN TELL EVERYTHING…
BY HONG BIN<12/9/2007>
Regret…Something really will make people feel regret,the feeling of regret are really bad…What will make you feel regret?For example,MR.1 and MR.2 are good friend,one day,they fighted for some small problem,then both of them angry with each others and didnt meet for few years,actually MR.1 Has forgive MR.2,bt he was not dare to find him,he wanted to do so but he was not dare,one day,someone told MR.1 a news,then he knew that he got no chance to see MR.2 again,this made him felt regret forever.Life is unpredictable…Although I am still healthy today,but i dont know and will not know what will happen to me tomorrow.The second example is~a man wanted to buy a limited edition of book,he really like that,but he took a long time to thinking about whether he should buy it,after a month,he made a decision,he decide to buy it,but,that book was sold out.So,just try your best to do what you want to do,remember,always dont ever let any thing or give yourself any chances to make you feel regret.Dont ever give yourself any chances to say "it is too late".Life is special,it is unpredictable,it can bring you happiness,it can make you feel sad,it can bring you thousand types of different feeling.Life is un un un unpreditable…Why?Because Life is life,no reason…..
By hong bin(11/9/2007)
HONG BIN:"I have never ever like any gals in my life…!"erm,i have never ever like any gals in my life…Why?Maybe i havent meet"+her+"…Who is the "+her+"?…As i said,i havent meet her!!!…So,dont expect i know who the "her" is…What type of gal tat the "+her+" should be?Erm,can fly?Erm,everyone here,dont find a gf that can fly…If not,these problem might happen:
1.When you are planning to travelling somewhere with her by plane,she might say:"no need to buy the plane ticket for me,i can fly to there byself",see you there.U might think that she is good coz she can save money for you,try to imagine you always have to sit in the plane alone for few hours…
2.She can fly,so,of course she can go anywhere she want,so she can keep watch on the movement of you anytime and anywhere.
3.Dont feel happy if she got the wing like bird,white feather,erm,it looks nice,but,1st,you have 2 clean the bed and house everyday,because…The feather always drop off…Anytime,anywhere also.2nd,when you are hugging her,of course you hug the wing also,erm,how is the feeling?Itch?Sum people like sum people dun like.3rd,she looks weird when she wearing clothes,coz the "angel looks"of wing are at the back of her.
Except this,dont find a gf that can be unvisible also,if not,you cant see her,she can see u…Is a most serious problem…
1.She can keep watch on you.
2.You got no secret.
Erm,why i am single?Errrr…Honestly,i dont want to have a relationship now,because…Now isnt the suitable time for me,why?Because i am not free to do so,erm,and havent meet the "+her+" yet,but,the most important problem is im not free…And…I have no money,no car,and no house…And i think it is boring enough…Because,if you want me to have a relationship with a gal,but not living together,then all ppl begin to call us couple,then i dating with her everyday,after that we say goodbye to each other,then go home byself…@i think this is absolutely unbearable for me…Because i can just meet her for few hours per day,communicate through communication devices,it is boring.So,i think living together is better…And important…Coz,can see each other everyday anytime everyhours everyhalfhours every 20minutes every 10minutes every 5minutes every 1minutes every 10second every 5second every singlesecond and every half of singlesecond per day.But,1st,i am not free,2nd,i have no money,and the most important thing is i havent meet the "+her+",so,i think this dream/plan will come true ten years later.
By hong bin(9/9/2007)
不舍？〔不知这是否答案〕
“会伤心？会的！一定很伤心的！”，这就是当年小学三年级的我对小学毕业会否伤心的看法，对，那时我的想法真的是如此，然而，当我小学毕业时，我真的完全不觉得不舍，完全没伤心的感觉，在毕业典礼现场所见，全场非常多学生，但，就只有一位不认识的同学在结束时哭了出来，泪水洒满全场。由于现场只有她在哭，所以还蛮引人注目，只是，她的举动并没感染周围的人，所以现场并没上演那种如电影中一群人哭成一团、咸咸的泪水互相交融的戏码，或许一部份的同学是回到家才哭吧。而我是完全没有什么最后一次的感觉，就算是中学毕业，我也没这种伤感，到是短期的相聚再分离就比较有感觉，怎么说呢？例如：某人去旅行三天后，离开时常以依依不舍来形容，这或许是个奇特的现象，短暂的比较会不舍吗？呃，或许我这答案不正确，但，各位不妨看了再作订论，就把读书比喻成走路，一般上上学是占据了大家四分之一天的时间，就如我们每天走路，路经某大路旁，天天都尽过某路段，而旅行就如连续在某大路旁待三天，不离开那范围，相比起来，前者可能会连续进行几年，但就算有一天不走了，相信没什么心理上的影响吧，但后者就不同了，由于是连续进行几天，而且占了整天的时间，所以当你回到家后，晚上睡觉时不免会产生一些幻听，如充斥大路旁的汽车吵杂声，可能会不习惯那分宁静的感觉与环境，所以，前者虽会经历数年但心理上的影响总不比后者大，这…是心理上的问题，即是当你打算在一个地方待一整天时，你的心理上会进行调整，让你适应那个地方的生活方式，当你离开时，那个设置还会存在你心里，偶尔还是会感应到那个方式的设置…所以你会怀念那个方式，就成了不舍…。这…就是我的答案…又或者…只是愚见…
BY HONG BIN (5/9/2007)泓彬
毕业〔写于二零零六年〕
不要再走下去，这是什么？我们渐渐靠近尽头了，十二月一日，释下重负放松心情，五年了，就在这一天，一年幼稚园生涯，六年小学生涯，三年初中生涯，两年高中生涯，总共十二年制服式的校园生涯，在这一瞬间结束了，五年的中学生涯，就在这一天，听起来或许很快乐，但……事实是如此吗？分离之后，忘掉哀伤，前面还有更长更远的路，面对的事物更多，困难也将随之而增，考完SPM后，真的会很快乐吗？还是因为别人快乐，担心跟不上这股“潮流”而也跟着快乐？是真的因为考试结束而快乐吗？又或者是因为别人快乐，自己也莫名奇妙的快乐？相信连我自己也不清楚到底我是为什么而快了，考试结束真的是结束吗？这不是人生的开始吗？时间快得不可思议，转眼间，十年又过去了，从当初的七岁，到如今的十七岁，从当初的入学，至今天的毕业，尤如一眨眼的事，相见未必是欢，但…离别就总是愁，在学校，或许留下了不少的遗憾，也无法完成，一离去，就代表即将踏入人生另一个阶段了，带着遗憾离开，带着不舍离开，不带也得带，不离也得离……
〔此文于SPM结束之前所写〕By HONG BIN
